Long overdue, but it's here

I thought I've given up blogging. Guess not.

Need a place to rant for a while. Most of my friends are back in Malaysia, meaning they wouldn't be online right now because no one between the ages of 20-22 wake up at 7.30 in the morning.

And I so need to bitch and rant...

...about nothing much in particular. Save for the fact that I've fucked up 2/5 of my Finals, and about to fuck up a professional paper next Friday. You know what? I think it's due to my lack of good time management. I should probably cut down on the socializing, the working, and the general chilling-out.

Somehow this major of mine is getting harder and harder to handle. You'd think that if I spent more time on it, that I'd be able to understand it. Yeah right. I now have the absorbency rate of a retard because every single thing doesn't come to me the first time. If I get it after the 3rd or 4th try, it will eventually be forgotten the next week when I try to call upon it. So much for studying.

And I've given up, yes, given up bad. Look at me now-slouched in the chair typing this entry when I should be cleaning my bowl of unfinished dinner, getting back that dratted book which I should be studying from, and sitting down and actually reading it. Guess that won't happen for another 10 minutes.

I want to give up. Drake University is now a place of torture (think: hell) and I don't think I can associate US with a place of knowledge and fun. Then again, maybe all that alcohol has killed my brain cells and rendered me stupid. Sigh.